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Tuesday the 20th of December 2005

12:33 AM (1432 days, 21h, 14min ago)

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Just had to share that bit of news....how they came up with that amount is beyond me...but it was fun to do.
It has been a rough road for me lately....being in the hospital and this disease winning the fight is not something I wanted. Unfortunately stress set it off this time around and it took alot longer to get stabilized.
I am back on oxygen every minute that I am at home which is about 24/7....I am thoroughly drugged up sedated so that my system does overwork itself.
There are these moments when reality hits me and I realize that my time here on earth is very limited. I have been trying to prepare my daughter and hunnie....but I can no longer be strong for them....I almost had a full nervous breakdown trying to make sure everyone else was ok and left me out of it.
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Have I mentioned yet that I am scared out of my gourd over all this....I was doing so well for so long and then I am right back where I started from.
There is one big lesson that I have come to realize through all this....and that is you truly find out who your real friends are....everything seems ok up until their support is needed and they are gone...OH well.....
The rest of you.......Be Cool....and Hug Someone You Love Before It Is Too Late!!
PEACE
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Posted by nanza:

i'm so unhappy you're health is deteriorating sweetie....hope your Christmas is wonderful tho....nanza
Wednesday the 21st of December 2005 @ 4:11 PM (1431 days, 5h, 36min ago)

Posted by Angel:

Ellie, my heart is sore from the pain of knowing that you are not doing well! You are soooo missed, but I do understand. I'm here should you ever need a shoulder to lean on, okay? You will be in my prayers and in my thoughts, dear lady!
Friday the 30th of December 2005 @ 2:55 PM (1422 days, 6h, 52min ago)

Posted by Beyond the Confines...:

Please accept my hugs of comfort & support hun
Tuesday the 3rd of January 2006 @ 8:16 PM (1418 days, 1h, 31min ago)

Posted by DezertBLU:

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Sunday the 15th of January 2006 @ 9:23 AM (1406 days, 12h, 24min ago)

Posted by The Zoo:

hi ellie . we hope you are feeling better . love robin and mom
Tuesday the 17th of January 2006 @ 8:39 AM (1404 days, 13h, 8min ago)

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Tuesday the 14th of February 2006 @ 12:26 PM (1376 days, 9h, 21min ago)

Posted by The Zoo:

Happy Birthday Ellie!
Thursday the 2nd of March 2006 @ 8:32 AM (1360 days, 13h, 15min ago)

Posted by Dixie:

I will request prayer for you. Take care!
Saturday the 10th of March 2007 @ 11:25 AM (987 days, 10h, 22min ago)

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